Friday, October 11, 2002

Are you PINK or EVIL?!
yeah...and this too. :D
I am a toaster!

what kitchen utensil are YOU?

Oh yeah, and I'm a toaster too. :D
Oh, and apparently I'm a sock. Won't Mike be surprised??! !
Which Random thing are YOU?

Well, today I present my ideas for the costume the director. Nervous. Excite. Argh.
Looks like it's shaping up to be a busy weekend too. Blah....I hope I get a decent night of dancing at Exit this evening, especially after missing last week.

Can't seem to concentrate on anything for any given length of time. Always anxious to be somewhere else or get things over with. Have this sense of things will be happening for me soon, but I'm still kinda in a waiting period. Doesn't help that something as big as a wedding is hovering in the back of my head.

I certainly have been keeping busy though, I must say. Perhaps too busy. To the point that I've got a few unfinished projects that need attention before I forget about them.

What am I looking for? I feel like I'm watching for something. I couldn't tell you what... it's not like I don't have a lots of things going already. What the hell am I anticipating? Is it just my mind jumping ahead, as it usually does to kinda piece together the future and make the change easier, or am I picking up something else that hasn't fully manifested yet?

I think too hard about all this stuff...I really need to just eat some cheese and shut up.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Argh. Stress. Finally have a wedding date settled however, after a week's worht of phone tag. Homework and costume design duties coming up. I shouldn't be nervous, but I am. Angst Angst. If I didn't have problems, what else would I have to worry about, really. :P

Perhaps I am too wound up and busy for my own outings, halloween costume designing, radio show uploading, email checking, dish washing avoidance...

It does take energy to avoid washing the dishes I've found....and running past the piles of them in terror has taken years off my life, I'm sure. Maybe I shouldn't be listening to Robert Smith right now....

Tuesday, October 08, 2002

After a vaguely uneventful weekend, things seem to be shaping up some. Reading the script for a small show I'll have a crack at designing costumes for...nervous about it though. Working on assembling my halloween costume, picked up some blue sparkly tights, blue gloves and blue cream makeup. Currently covering a pair of shoes and a mask with blue glitter, as well as fixing my corset to match.

My cold is finally gone...for the most part. Still having wedding ansgt...need to call this stupid place back home and talk to a pulse about scheduling the reception for next year. Also putting together my day of the dead radio show, some thing old and something new thrown into there. Need to see if I'm hitting the TMBG show at the end of the month...and need to see what's up with the day of the dead party that Heather and I were going to collaborate on.

Lots going on, as always. Slacked off on my dream experiment...bad me. At least sleep is happening.

My Slick Idiot fansite is finally getting visitors thanks to the lovely listing in google. Now let's hope that the official site will update soon so I can have some things to mention and keep the thing fresh.

Kinda perky for once...hmmmmm. Must be fall setting in and the promise of fun stuff on the horizon.